I initially wasn’t planning on posting this. I don’t like it when people record themselves crying. This was supposed to just be my digital journal from September to look back on once I’m healed see how far I’ve come. I know that my testimony has helped others so why withhold transparency of a heartbreak. This isn’t to make anyone feel bad because I will forever cherish the time that was shared. I was honored to have shared it with him. It’s to share the process from heartbreak to finding yoursel